Happy Sunday friends. Grab your Sunday morning drink of choice and let’s catch up, shall we..
It’s been a while. A lot has happened. life is changing. If you follow me on my social medias, then maybe you know..I retired from the military!
I’m very excited but also nervous as hell. This is what I’ve been doing since I was 18 years old. The learning to adjust struggle is real. I still wake up entirely way too early. Now that my job doesn’t depend on how physically fit I am, I have to dig deep and find the motivation to get back into some kind of work out routine. Waiting for everything financially to flow how it’s supposed to has me a little nervous..but I am staying positive that everything is going to work out. *fingers crossed* they always do.
I started making youtube videos again. Crazy, but I really missed talking to a camera. I went back and forth with, do I go back or not, for a while. I reflected a lot on my niche, what lane do I want to be in? I honestly struggle mentally when I come to the realization that I have cornered myself, or put myself in a box, so at this point I am determined to film the videos I want to film and create what I want. Consistency and Transparency are what matters most to me at this point. Put out content and be as real as possible.
I’m in my first online course in over a year and I feel like it’s kicking my butt. Once upon I fell in love with history and convinced myself that teaching it is what I wanted to do with my life! Someone should’ve shaken me! My current class deals with the U.S.’s involvement in the Vietnam War which truly fascinates me but it’s so masculine at the same time..I’m over it. If I have to read one more time about Presidents who didn’t want to be the one to lose a war or anyone else’s ego, I am going to flip!
The fall is here and I couldn’t be happier. I have broken out the crockpot already and started making different fall vibes recipes. I could eat soup at any time during the year but there’s something perfect about the fall season that just screams *make soup in the crockpot* to me. The joys of having leftover taco soup while lounging on the couch watching some paranormal ghost hunting show are unreal and hard to describe, but sometimes just what I need. It’s been so lovely.
Today is the last day of the Contemporary-a-thon which is hosted by some lovely book tube ladies. This is my first time every participating in this readathon, and I quite enjoyed myself. I have been vlogging and posting a video every 2 days *except Friday through Sunday, just posting them together.* Vlogging everyday is some work. Especially when I vlog a bit then edit a bit, thinking that it will free some time at the end. My reading did start to slow down though toward the end. Friday, I didn’t read anything. I think I was just really mentally checked out after having to read for school Friday morning. After that, I was like No way!
I did start two books yesterday though. Penguin Teen sent me a copy of Looking For Alaska with the movie cover as the cover to the book.
I’m only a few pages into it, but so far so good.
And I downloaded the audiobook to Irresistible by Melanie Harlow. I was in the mood to return to an old faithful favorite who I knew would pull me out of whatever rut I felt myself going in.
In a nutshell, that’s what’s been up with me. I have a few articles on Frolic coming out soon, hopefully, that I’m very excited about. I have an idea for Youtube that I think will be a lot of fun, and a series that I can also learn a lot while making. So *fingers crossed* that all works out.
Here is my latest video:
But that’s all from me. Let me know what’s been up with you. What are you currently reading or loving at the moment. Be Kind to yourself. Take care of yourself. We will chat again soon. until next time, xo.